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Living As IF
Nicholas Urbaniak • February 17, 2025
How Trusting Your Future Transforms Your Present
Have you ever asked yourself how you’d live if you knew—beyond a shadow of a doubt—that eventually you’d get everything you’ve ever wanted? Stay with me for a moment and picture it: all the money you could need, a loving and close-knit family, vibrant health, and the freedom to spend your time exactly how you wish. Travel the world or take an afternoon nap—whatever you feel like. In this future, your wildest dreams have come true.
It sounds almost too good to be true, right? But imagine if it weren’t a question of if—only when. Imagine being absolutely certain that everything you’ve ever desired is guaranteed to arrive in your life. What would change for you right now?
The Weight of Uncertainty
One of the heaviest burdens we carry is the fear that our dreams won’t come to fruition. We might force ourselves to do things we don’t enjoy, mold ourselves into people we aren’t, and chase other people’s ideas of success. It can feel like we’re sprinting on a treadmill that’s never turned off, unsure if all this running actually gets us closer to what we want.
If, however, you knew your dream life was coming, that burden of uncertainty would be lifted. You’d probably feel more relaxed, more grounded. Suddenly, there’s no need to stress over every small detail, to cling to every piece of conflicting advice. You’re free to do what feels authentic and meaningful, because you trust that your efforts—paired with the inevitability of your dream—will get you there.
A Shift in Perspective
It’s easy to talk about living with more ease, but it can be challenging to put into practice. Here are a few ways your outlook might shift once you start acting like everything you want is already on its way:
- Reduced Anxiety at Work
Instead of feeling pressured to do everything for that next promotion or hustle until you burn out, you’d focus on doing your best work from a place of confidence. When you truly believe your future success is guaranteed, every project becomes less about frantic achievement and more about genuine contribution.
- More Presence at Home
With the fear of “What if it never happens?” off your back, you’re free to be more present with your family and friends. You’d probably engage more deeply, listen more attentively, and share more openly—because you’re not constantly stressed about the future.
- Creative Freedom
When the end goal is certain, you’re more willing to experiment. You might try new hobbies, explore new business ideas, or take up a passion project because you trust that even if they don’t pan out exactly as planned, it won’t derail your destiny.
Quieting the Noise
We live in a world where everyone has an opinion: about your career, your relationships, your money, your health. Sometimes these opinions and advice are helpful; other times, they’re noise that drowns out your own inner voice. If you believed your success was inevitable, you would trust yourself more. You’d sift through the noise and keep only what resonates deeply.
Suddenly, life isn’t about chasing the perfect method or fitting into someone else’s mold. It becomes about flowing toward a future you already know is yours.
Getting Real About the Journey
There’s a temptation in modern culture to “fake it till you make it.” While there’s some merit to acting confident before you feel it, there’s also value in acknowledging your current limitations. If you don’t have all the money you’ll ever need yet, you can’t just go spending like a billionaire—practicality still applies. However, you can bring a billionaire’s sense of calm and optimism into your life right now.
That’s the sweet spot:
- Practicality ensures you’re still taking action aligned with your current resources and abilities.
- Optimism ensures you never lose sight of that bright future you’re building.
Walking that line means you become more strategic, more intentional, and far less anxious. You’re not just crossing your fingers, hoping for the best; you’re actively shaping your reality from a confident, forward-looking perspective.
Why This Mindset Matters
You might wonder: Does it really help to act like your dream is inevitable? Isn’t that just wishful thinking?
Consider how much of our life is driven by what we believe will happen. If you believe you’ll fail, you often won’t try as hard—or at all—and that ends up becoming a self-fulfilling prophecy. On the flip side, if you believe wholeheartedly that your success is certain, you act in ways that support that outcome. You’re more willing to stick with challenging tasks, problem-solve creatively, and remain resilient when obstacles arise.
In a very real sense, our beliefs shape our actions—and our actions shape our future.
Envision Your Perfect Life
Take a moment to really feel what your dream life looks like:
- How do you spend your days?
- Who is by your side?
- How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
Let this vision sink in. Allow it to inspire you. Then notice how those feelings affect the way you approach your current life. That sense of calm, joy, and confidence doesn’t need to wait for the moment your dream becomes reality—you can experience it today.
In fact, stepping into that mindset now might be the very thing that makes it all happen faster. You’ll have more energy, more drive, and a clearer sense of direction because you’re not weighed down by fear or second-guessing.
Practical Steps to “Live as If”
- Create a Daily Ritual
Spend a few minutes each morning imagining your ideal life—feel it in your body and let that emotion guide your day.
- Set Goals from a Place of Abundance
Instead of asking, “How can I scramble to make this dream happen?” try, “What’s the next step that feels most true and aligned with who I am?”
- Celebrate Progress, Big or Small
Every step is part of your journey. Recognize and appreciate each forward movement. Celebration reinforces the mindset that you’re on the right track.
- Invest in Your Passions
Whether it’s time, money, or creative energy, pouring into what you love creates momentum. When you’re energized by what you do, you naturally move closer to your dreams.
- Stay Present
Remember that now is the only moment you truly have. While you keep your eyes on that inevitable future, be sure to savor the present.
Final Thoughts
Acting “as if” doesn’t mean pretending you’re already living that perfect life; it means confidently believing in your vision’s inevitability and letting that belief inform your actions today. When you drop the fear that it might never happen, you’re free to focus on what truly matters: the people you love, the work that fulfills you, and the passions that ignite your spirit.
So, ask yourself: If your dream life is a done deal, how would you show up right now? And if that shift in mindset helps you become more peaceful, creative, and aligned—why not embrace it? After all, when you live as if your dreams are certain, you step into the version of yourself who’s ready to receive them.
Believe in your future. Live like it’s on its way. You might just find your life transforms in the most unexpected—and wonderful—ways.
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Thoughts swirl around me, yet they're not my own. Merely echoes, whispers, from moments behind; Yet now is alive, awake in my mind. Come quickly, my friend— Don’t dwell too long, This moment awaits your joyful song. Release all worry; it's always near— Right now endures if your gaze stays clear.
What do you do when it seems like there’s nothing you can do to fix a situation? Or how do you feel when everything you’ve tried to reach your goals hasn’t worked and it seems like you’re out of options? Do you buckle down and work harder? Do you give up? When you don’t see progress and can’t seem to muster up any more energy to “push through” the best thing you can do is find “ your safe place ”. To some this is going for a run or working out, for others it may be reading or journaling. Whatever it is, it’s the place you go (in your head) or thing you do (to get out of your head) when life has been kicking you around too much for any given day, month or year. It’s the place you know you can be yourself and everything is fine. Where nothing can touch you and you can detach for a little even. Where all the noise of the world fades away for just a little bit. This place is special, you know it as much as it knows you and it never seems to judge you or criticize you. It may not be a place filled with all your hopes and dreams, but it is your safe place , a place that feels like home in this foreign world. Everyone has and everyone needs a safe space, they can just look wildly different, like either diving into a project or work, or laying in bed scrolling social media. It doesn’t matter what it is, what is important is that it gives you reprieve from the constant mental chatter and drama of life. This safe place is what you’ve probably relied on in difficult times to weather the lows of life. It has been a friend when you just couldn’t seem to keep doing what you’ve been doing, and like a friend… who we hang out with can tell us a lot about ourselves. After all our safe place is usually one of, if not the only place we can feel comfortable with ourselves. So, what makes you want to hang out with you? Is it the freedom to peer into your feelings? Is it the freedom to not be productive? Or maybe you just like taking baths for some reason… The thing you do or place you go is often indicative in some way of what you value and how you want to feel. No matter what you do or how you access your safe space it has proven to be reliable and inviting even. It never turns you away and you always receive relief when you go. This place is special and it’s safe and you must be the one to protect it and you will, because it’s your lifeline in this chaotic world and you need it. So I challenge you, the reader here, to figure out what your safe spaces are, the things you wouldn’t let anyone take away. The things you need when nothing else is going right, and ask yourself why these things or actions bring you to that place of contentment . They may have a story to tell.
How do you balance your spending? Do you have a budget down to the T, tracking every cent? Do you trust yourself not to overspend and just put everything on a credit card? Or do you let your spouse handle it all? Either way, your past decisions depict an accurate picture of where you are today. In the past, I used a bucket system. My paycheck went into up to 6 different accounts, and I would only spend what was in each account for that period. It worked very well when we had big, fixed expenses on the horizon that we needed to plan for, and it set us up for this new phase of life. However, times change, and so do you. My wife and I have always been into saving and investing as much as we could. I’d be easily convinced to send money straight to investment accounts, leaving only the essentials for bills and known expenses in our checking and savings. We paid off our credit cards in full every month—just barely—because the rest of our money was already deployed. We had a rough idea of what we could spend while still covering our cards each month. The budget was loose, but it worked. We invested as much as possible and kept up with our expenses. Recently, my wife and I transitioned to a similar approach, but more passive, so we can focus on life rather than finances. Instead of directing investment money to separate accounts, we now put everything into just two: one for saving and one for monthly expenses. The rest is set up through our employers to go straight to our retirement plans, which we had done before, but not to this extent. In the past, I focused heavily on taxable accounts because it was lucrative to be able to invest in anything I wanted—from Pokemon cards and Bitcoin to the occasional gold coin. Now, my wife and I feel we have enough in those taxable (non-retirement) investments that we wouldn’t need to touch our retirement accounts in 99% of emergencies. This is fluid and might change in the future, but for now, we’re set—even in worst-case scenarios. By focusing on after-tax brokerage accounts and alternative investments, we’ve reached a point where we can now focus solely on retirement accounts, which has taken a huge load off our shoulders. People in investing groups often recommend a standard flow: first, a 6-month emergency fund; then your employer 401(k) match; then max out a Roth IRA (or backdoor Roth); then fully contribute to your 401(k); maybe use permanent life insurance for tax benefits; and only after all that, open a brokerage account or consider crypto. That model always left me uneasy—like it was backwards—despite the obvious tax efficiency. I used to think, “What do you do if you have kids and need more than your emergency fund, or if you want to retire at 55?” Retirement accounts typically can’t be touched until later without penalties, so how would you access that money if it was your goal? That’s why, in combination with retirement accounts, I prioritized taxable accounts in my 20s and early 30s—so if I needed money before retirement, it was there, yet I was still contributing to more tax-efficient vehicles. Now, having that buffer layer means I’m much more comfortable throwing everything we can into retirement accounts and deprioritizing taxable ones. This “SUPER” emergency fund makes me feel more at ease than if I had only 6 to 12 months of cash outside my retirement accounts. So, what I’m saying is: always save and invest in a way that fits your needs—not just some blueprint you found in a subreddit—because everyone has different goals in life. I, for one, wanted an extra layer of security so I’d feel comfortable locking up my hard-earned money for 40+ years. While this isn’t the right way for everyone, it was right for me because I knew what would allow me to maximize my contributions and maintain my peace of mind. Recognize that your needs change throughout life, and adjust. One day you might slow down on investing to save for a big vacation; another time, you might boost retirement contributions because you realize you’re behind and need to cut out frivolous expenses. The point is to adapt as needed and know yourself well enough to step outside the mold if you have to—because in the end, it’s not all about money, it’s about living. Plan for the future, but don’t ignore your feelings and needs. Find what works for you, and you’ll get more joy and comfort than if you followed a stale plan that doesn’t make sense to you. The cards will land as they will, and you’ll look back and realize you either did well or made a mistake. But remember, those were your choices. Right now, you have the power to change the trajectory of your future. Adjust as needed, and lean on advisors if you need help.
Have you ever wondered what the best use of your time is? Or have you ever stopped and thought, maybe I could be using my time better? This thought has been creeping up on me a bit recently. A weekend plan of mine just got cancelled and so I thought to myself, what would be a good use of my time? Should I work on some self-development to uplevel my career, should I read one of my new books, or should I sit on the couch and scroll reddit? I was hit with the dilemma of using my time for productivity or using it for enjoyment, and it almost set me off in a spiral where I couldn’t make a choice. I was going to end up doing something, but didn’t know what. It almost seemed like if today I didn’t do something productive, I would fall behind in life, it was very black and white thinking which is something I tend to do, all or nothing. If I don’t make the perfect choice right now, then my life will be ruined. After I had settled in a little, had my morning cup of coffee and some food, my brain started to relax a bit, and I was able to break out of the negative loop of being unable to make a decision. I decided to keep the day open and see how it would flow, and now here I am writing about this common experience that seems to happen almost constantly. I am realizing how important routine can be. Routine can be such a grounding experience that it allows you to step out of routine, if that makes sense. By having a morning routine, which is maybe getting a cup of coffee and some food for some, it allows you to settle into the day and be open to whatever may come. Without that grounding experience you might find yourself scrambling to get momentum in the day and end up doing nothing, or something that isn’t important to you because you didn’t take the time to get rolling. This brings me back to what I was saying earlier. How do you make the right choices for your time? The first step is to get positive momentum in your day. This can either be through your normal morning routine, by meditating and resetting your thoughts after a negative experience or even doing one of your favorite things. Once you are feeling at ease or even light and happy, you can then make clear decisions on how you’d like to spend your time. If you make the decision from this mindset the decision you make is almost always going to be a positive experience and something you enjoy. So, in the end it doesn’t matter if you do something productive, or something fun, as long as you make the decision from a state of ease, the chances of it being a good use of your time, due to the enjoyment it provides, it is the right decision. So next time you’re worried about if you’re doing the right thing for this moment or if your making weekend plans on a Tuesday, make sure you’re in a clear state of mind and you are being influenced by joy and ease rather than worry and anxiety.
Recently, I noticed something sneaky creeping up on me. You don’t feel it in the moment, but you can see the results afterward. It’s not a serial killer or some movie villain—it’s lifestyle creep. It’s that subtle, almost unnoticeable shift where you start spending more and more in the pursuit of feeling like you’re “moving up” in the world, even if it’s not in the most important ways. Over the past six months, my wife and I have slowly given in to this. Our income hasn’t changed, yet we’re spending more, simply because we’ve allowed ourselves to enjoy life’s pleasures a bit more. We’re still breaking even or barely saving anything beyond our essentials—nothing like the higher percentage of income I used to invest over the past five years. But at the same time, it’s been fun. I finally feel like I’m starting to spend some of the money I’ve worked hard to earn. A few years ago, most of my peers were already spending liberally on new cars, hobby equipment, and regular nights out. Meanwhile, I couldn’t bring myself to buy more than one pair of pants per year. I would much rather funnel every leftover dollar into investments that grew in value or produced cash flow. I rarely wanted to divert funds to something I considered “frivolous.” That changed after I read a book called The Illusion of Money. It made a key point that stuck with me: it’s okay to spend money on things that bring you enjoyment. After that, I no longer felt guilty about spending $10 on a bucket of golf balls at the driving range (and my swing has improved). I felt more confident booking a hotel room for a weekend getaway with my wife, and I could finally justify going out on a Friday night to our favorite spot—even if it was just for a quick drink and some pickles. So yes, I did a bit of a 180. I’ve gone from saving every penny to actively enjoying spending my money. And you know what? It’s led to some incredible memories. I’ve been exploring more, tasting new foods, trying out new activities—from spontaneous trips and a new boxing gym membership to bringing home a new puppy. It feels great to be more connected to the world around me. All that said, lifestyle creep comes at a cost. Even though our income hasn’t changed, my wife and I are spending a lot more than we used to. Yet in return, we’ve made memories that, to me, seem priceless. It’s reminded me that spending money is not inherently bad; in fact, it can be a source of joy and fulfillment if done thoughtfully. Now I realize: it’s crucial to spend money on things that truly add value to your life. Of course, everything in moderation. We have to be honest with ourselves about the real benefits of each purchase. Take, for example, my debate over getting an Xbox. On one hand, it would be fun to play with friends, reconnect with people I don’t see often, and have a quick mental break. But considering my busy schedule, I’m not sure I’d use it often enough to justify the cost—especially when the same amount of money could pay for several months of boxing lessons, which I already love and which keeps me active. Sure, some people might say an Xbox is a one-time purchase you can enjoy indefinitely, but they might forget about the ongoing cost of new games. Meanwhile, boxing offers me a physical workout, a chance to meet new people, and plenty of motivation—all of which, for me, is more beneficial than occasional gaming sessions. Ultimately, what I’m learning is this: lifestyle creep might happen, but if it does, make sure you’re spending on things that genuinely enhance your life. Weigh the costs and benefits and be honest about whether a purchase will bring long-term happiness or just a fleeting thrill. It doesn’t matter if it’s video games or a gym membership—just ensure it’s something you truly love and that truly adds value to your life.
I often get so caught up in the how: how to accomplish something, how to reach my goals, how to get what I want. This obsession has sometimes led me down paths that weren’t right for me. For example, in college, I chose to major in engineering because I believed it was the best way to make good money straight out of school with only a four-year degree. My ultimate goal was to be financially stable, and engineering seemed like a reliable way to achieve that. I’d heard about people landing solid jobs after graduating with a mechanical engineering degree. It was considered a stable field; you got paid what you were worth, and you could afford some of life’s pleasures—maybe a trip to Europe, a nice home, supporting your kids through college, and comfortably setting yourself up for retirement. The end result sounded great. But the journey to get there was full of confusion. I rarely understood what was going on in class, my test scores weren’t great, and the concepts didn’t click for me. I realized, despite believing I was “mathy,” my true desire to learn lay elsewhere. It took almost four years before I finally switched to a business major, and that opened my eyes. Once I made the change, I felt more engaged and motivated. I ended up graduating with degrees in finance and marketing after a couple of extra years. From this experience, I learned that if you actually like something, you have a much better chance of being good at it. Your natural interests bring an innate drive to learn—far more than you’d ever muster doing something that doesn’t come naturally or that you don’t enjoy. In my pursuit of money, I got hung up on how to get there, rather than staying open to different paths and focusing on why I wanted it. The why is more complex. I wanted money and a stable financial future for a wife and kids someday, because I wanted them to feel secure. I had a secure childhood and wanted to pass that feeling on to my own family. I also admired my parents’ example: they gave me a good life, and I wanted to do the same for the people I loved. The funny thing is, my dad actually followed what he wanted to do from the start. He loved to draw, so he began college in art school. When a teacher graded one of his projects a C (even though my dad and many others felt it was excellent), he became disillusioned. He felt art was subjective and couldn’t be fairly graded. Eventually, he decided to pursue another dream—being a doctor who works with kids. He loved kids and wasn’t motivated purely by money. My parents often talk about the high interest rates on his loans back then, rates that would seem insane today. But he still went for it. I’m not sure why it took me so long to notice that my dad’s path was a perfect example: he chased his dream, and the how worked itself out over time. Now, I want my life to be the same. I want to write, and I want to earn enough money so I don’t have to worry about bills, to maybe travel to Europe, and to have a comfortable retirement. I want my kids and grandkids to have the same security I had growing up, so they can explore their own passions and find what truly motivates them. So I offer you, the reader, a chance to reflect on your own life. Is what you’re doing now what you really want to be doing? Does it naturally motivate you, keep you engaged, and excite you enough that you might do it in your free time? If not, that’s okay—nobody is constantly doing something they love every second of the day. Still, I challenge you to dive into something that genuinely interests you, something that lets you express yourself and impact others in a meaningful way. You never know: by starting with your why, the how might just fall into place. Why do I want to write about these topics in my blog? Because it relaxes me. It helps me envision a future where I can earn a living this way, and it gives me hope that maybe someone out there is reading these posts and finding a bit of guidance. Maybe they’re struggling to find their place, and my stories could help. But if I’m honest, I’m doing it first and foremost for myself—as an outlet, a way to process my feelings and find resolution. And that’s enough for me right now. Hopefully, it leads me to how I’ll reach my bigger goals. For now, just writing is enough.
I’ve recently noticed a pattern in my approach to personal projects: I tend to rush through them—even the ones I genuinely enjoy, like building with Legos or painting. My focus on “finishing” overshadows the actual process. Large-scale projects that must be done in pieces over time can feel overwhelming. Instead of appreciating the incremental progress, I get hung up on the fact that I'm not done yet. One clear example is my experience writing a book. I have my chapter outlines and main ideas sketched out, and I’ve started writing and editing. Yet every time I write, I want to complete entire sections in one go. When I don’t, I walk away feeling off, wishing I could have finished it already. My urge to see results quickly often makes me think I won’t have enough time left for other things. The same restlessness appears when I read books: I’ll tear through three or four chapters, lose interest, and start a new book. So I end up rotating through five or ten books at once, hardly ever finishing one before bouncing to the next. It’s not that I don’t like these books—it’s just that once I grasp the main idea, I convince myself I know how the rest will go. That’s why blogging has been such a great outlet for me. Each post allows a short, self-contained burst of creativity. In just a few paragraphs, I can capture a single idea or emotion and feel complete in that moment. It’s the ideal length for my attention span and how I process thoughts. Sometimes, though, I worry this pattern means I lack the determination to finish bigger, more ambitious projects. Will I ever be more than a short-story writer or blogger? Will I ever produce something truly substantial? But I’ve found a silver lining. Because I’m so motivated to blog, I’m building a habit of writing consistently—much more than I would if I forced myself to work exclusively on a lengthy book. Each blog post might be small, but it still contributes to a greater body of work. That’s real progress. Sometimes, tiny steps add up to something big in the long run. Another realization has emerged for me: we don’t always need 150 pages to convey a single idea. Poems, for instance, often capture profound truths in just a few lines. We set arbitrary rules about how “long” a project should be or how we “should” approach it. But if you’re doing something you love—writing, painting, building—it should first bring joy to you. If you’re forcing yourself to fit inside someone else’s box, your work will come across as forced or insincere. So here’s my advice for you (and a reminder to myself): let your energy flow naturally. If it takes you a few minutes to express what’s on your heart, that’s enough. If it takes a few years, that’s enough, too. Don’t confine yourself to rigid expectations. Focus on doing work that genuinely makes you happy, and trust that the authenticity will shine through. Over time, consistent effort—no matter how small—can lead to something meaningful. And sometimes, the journey itself can be far more important than simply crossing the finish line.